You Just Don't Get It.

I just spent the entire day yesterday arguing, I'm tired and my throat hurts and I really just don't want to talk to anybody in the entire world. I don't want to go home, I don't want to go out, I don't really want to be anywhere or with anyone. I find myself hating people more and more every single day; just everything about them. The inability to understand what people are saying, the way everyone only hears what they want to hear, even if it's completally off topic they will just change it to what they want you to say. I don't even care anymore, I just have given up. I don't want to be with anyone I don't even wanna be within a 10ft radius of a living being, I want to be alone, I want to just tell everyone to get the hell away from me. I don't care what you think, I'm not nice and I'm not going to pretend to be nice if I'm clearly not in a good mood and I clearly don't want you to talk to me. But apparently that is way too much for a single person to understand, clearly.
I understand where people come from, you want answers; but I don't have all the answers. And a little word to the wise is that if you ask somebody if they want to be with you still when the person clearly is angry and has already said they don't want to be near you, they aren't going to be thinking quite clearly and all they are going to be thinking about is wicked angry stuff that isn't going to be helpful to you or the situation. So when somebody says "I don't know" it means they don't know so please just shut up and stop asking the same question every single second of the day. I'm just not even going to be answering your questions soon enough. The truth of the matter is that I don't want to be with you anymore, I just don't. But if you knew that then you would flip out like you always do, you'd start yelling and crying saying that I hate you and you never want to speak to me again, then you hang up the phone. I call, we fight, you cry, I get angry. We get back together. I hate it. I hate you. I hate myself. I just don't understand how you can be so far from the truth all the time, I don't understand how you just don't understand me and what i try to tell you. I just don't want to be together, I hate that we fight every day, but we do. And maybe that's something we just can't fix with a simple conversation. I know you want to try, I wanted to as well, but there is no point anymore and I don't care that we are beyond saving. I'd love to tell you all this but what's the point?