"Love writes a letter and sends it to hate.
My vacations ending. I'm coming home late.
The weather was fine and the ocean was great
and I can't wait to see you again."
My vacations ending. I'm coming home late.
The weather was fine and the ocean was great
and I can't wait to see you again."
I need some inspiration, really quite badly. I'm trying to write a couple books, two to be exact. Well two...but well three, I'm hoping to expand a short story I wrote in Writing for Pub. last year. (Red Death at 6:14) But I havent even started to expand that one yet. I've been writing a story since 8th grade, but well the person I was writing it on, well the person the story was inspired from is kinda gone now. That story is really weird actually, I haven't picked it up in forever, it makes me sad to read it or write for it. And the one I'm writing now doesn't really have anyone that it's based on and I'm just trying to pull it out of thin air. I don't like it. I want someone to inspire me again, I need somebody to. I want to finish these stories so that maybe I could feel a tiny bit more complete. That sounds so stupid, but it makes sense to me. When I think about these stories I think about all the people and emotions I based them on and how badly I miss them all, I can't write for my first story at all, it's been over a year since I've written anything for it. That's so pathetic, I remember saying how I wanted it done by senior year and hopefully publish it and maybe make somebody feel the way I felt. (not to mention make some money)
"Hate reads the letter and throws it away.
"No one here cares if you go or you stay.
I barely even noticed that you were away.
I'll see you or I won't, whatever."
"No one here cares if you go or you stay.
I barely even noticed that you were away.
I'll see you or I won't, whatever."
BUT, I honestly can't write anything for it, because every single entry (give or take a few) is about somebody and how I felt about them, that story was written in such a weird, weird time. But it ment so much to me, so much crap happened that I've put behind me. Maybe I should start writing again, but I don't want to think about it...you know. It's one thing to write in a journal, and I do (a lot), and I tell myself; nono I'll use this someday, maybe I'll base a page or two off of what I write in here. But I don't...maybe I should. Who knows, I'll put something in here for you guys to read, or not read, and you can tell me what you think. Honestly, I think my stories are a piece of crap. I've been told that they are "Pretty words that just talk in circles." yeah. They are. I'm really not going to deny it, I write about the same person over and over again, I dress him up in different characters and they all end the same, one turns out gay, the other just leaves her, and well the other dies. They all say they love her and need her and then they just kinda leave suddenly, and she can't really do anything about it (despite all her attempts to keep them.) It's a "book written by a girl on her period" (one of my old friends...the person the book is based on, hated books written by girls because they were all whiney and all talked about love and loss.)
"Love arrives safely with suitcase in tow.
Carrying with her the good things we know.
A reason to live and a reason to grow.
To trust. To hope. To care.
Hate sits alone on the hood of his car.
Without much regard to the moon or the stars.
Lazily killing the last of a jar
of the strongest stuff you can drink."
A reason to live and a reason to grow.
To trust. To hope. To care.
Hate sits alone on the hood of his car.
Without much regard to the moon or the stars.
Lazily killing the last of a jar
of the strongest stuff you can drink."
I write a lot, I have a lot to say perhaps, actually it's mostly the song quotes (sorry guys.) I've become obsessed with this song, The Ballod of Love and Hate by The Avett Brothers. Good stuff. The bell is going to wring. I'll post some of one of the stories I'm writing (write a comment and tell me if I should post; from my first story, or the new one I'm writing. Let me know!)
"Hate stumbles forward and leans in the door.
Weary head hung, eyes to the floor.
He says "Love, I'm sorry", and she says, "What for?
I'm your and that's it, Whatever.
I should not have been gone for so long.
I'm your's and that's it, forever."
You're mine and that's it, forever."
Weary head hung, eyes to the floor.
He says "Love, I'm sorry", and she says, "What for?
I'm your and that's it, Whatever.
I should not have been gone for so long.
I'm your's and that's it, forever."
You're mine and that's it, forever."